Well maybe not blogging block, but do you know the feeling when you almost have too much on your mind and don’t know where to start?? Thats how I’ve been feeling this past two weeks. I think of all the things I’d like to say but feel overwhelmed at the thought of putting it all down in writing. Wouldn’t it be good if you could just think it then download it from your brain 
Something that has been taking up a lot of space in my brain lately is my fear of something happening to one of our living children. Sometimes is consumes me to the point of an all gripping fear. Is this because we know the pain of the loss of a child? My heart seems to be able to slip into that painful place too easily when I think of our girls or our boys.
We certainly don’t wrap our children in cotton wool, I don’t believe in over protecting them as I don’t feel it is good for their personal growth, but the thoughts that go around in my head, pound around in my brain till it feels like it could burst…
Something else that occured this past week is that I finally showed ME the photos of his sisters. I’ve always wanted to show them to him one day and the time felt right the other day. He was asking about them as he does sometimes and I asked him if he’d like to see pictures.
Of course I was worried about his reaction for nothing, he took it just as children usually do in his stride, asked a few questions then moved on to his next acitivity. Come to think of it I must tell DH I showed him, don’t think I’ve done that yet…
