My daily torture…

I know some people with think I’m crazy, but I can’t help myself at the moment.  I read a forum of mums with twins.  You know asking specific ‘twin’ questions etc.

Due to our girls being identical I am quite up on the different types of twinning etc, hence I find myself wanting to respond to the questions people ask.

Of course I don’t dare, some people there ‘know me and my story’ but others would probably think I was just a loopy for hanging out there.

Its so hard being a twin mummy, but not having your twins.  I read people talking about how with twins you are a ‘mini celebrity’ due to peoples fascination with twins.  I can remember when I was pg, I told anyone who gave me an in that I was pg with twins.  I carried the scan pics to show anyone who I thought wasn’t a total weirdo for showing them to anyone and everyone.  I pictured myself walking along with our gorgeous identical babies and people stopping to coo over them   I can still see it now, so clearly… *tear*

I wanted twins so badly, and I was blessed with them. 

I am a twin mummy, but my babies are only in my heart, not in my arms…